Wobbly emotions

Had a series of wobbly emotions this morning. I don't know why but sometimes I feel a bit guilty if I am doing really well. It's stupid as I know Sharon wouldn't want me to be sitting around moping and feeling sorry for myself but sometimes it feels like I should be more miserable when in that I am quite happy in myself (although true happiness would only be restored if Sharon was with me again but that is not going to happen). Can't say I like the fact that I won't see her again but I do know that she was and is a very important part of who I am and will be forever.