Six months gone

Well, it's incredible to think that today marks six months since Sharon was taken from me. That's now a third of the time we were together. It's scary to think that very soon we'll have been apart longer than we were together. It's like a countdown going the wrong way and I hate it!

Despite trying to live a full and active life there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about Sharon and wish that it could have turned out differently. I miss her so much and would do anything to have her back. When you've found your one true love how on earth can you balance anything in the future? It just feel like there is a big empty hole that can never ever be filled in.

*sigh*